Cups to your moods

Ever realize that when we entered the kitchen and pick up an empty cup to make a nice beverage to yourself, but the way we feel will effect the way we choose a cup?
I, myself will do that. When i feel happy and wanna enjoy my tea ,i will pick up long and wide cafe latte glass. But if i just in rush, i would just simply had a plastic cup to fix my tea break. When the mood going down, the heavy moody cup will be the choice of my tea. And sometimes get frustrated, i will get a colorful glass to put up my mood.So many cups or glasses that in your life, which one is yours?

1 of My Childhood Memory

I really missed those day my family go picnic together in the smallville. I remember that because pa business had received gift from National or Panasonic in that time, so we had those picnic folded table and chair set, picnic basket include plates,glasses,fork and spoon. It was really a nice gift in 1990's.

Sunday, the day we packed our things- sandwiches,fried mee hoon,watermelon,orange juice for the kids and coffee for the adult. The village is actually pa's cocoa planting village and the special in the village is that there is a river with clear...ohhh and also cool water. It's the best way to get rid of summer.

The first thing that my sister and i will do when we at the village is SWIMMING!! hahah ....yes, Swimming,even though we don't know how to swim at the time. We will probably swim for 2-3 hours and then we will have our meal.I still don't understand why are we don't felt any tired even we are tired.
That was on of the happiest moment in my life coz i can spend time with them and enjoyed mum's cooking. Will this happen to me again? Not at all, but now i have my family, so i try to create these kind of activities to Brendon and i did. Childhood is the most important thing in the human being coz its build the memory and moment to be remember in our life.

Quick Shopping

This morning i went for a quick shopping, try out few dresses and shirts. Either the black, blue or brown. But i had bought the black 1, RM149.90 to great discount for only RM74.45. I love it. i'll come back for the brown 1.

Ice Lemon Tea for ME Please

mmmmmmmmmmmm...............it is so nice to have a ice lemon tea in the noon time with the music on.
enjoying is the perfect way to release your tired and stress day.

Something nice

Something stupid of her

Someone i knew that doing something stupid and hurting people purposely or in purposely. But the way she spoke to me was really really rough!! What the hell!! Did disturbing u? Did I do something wrong that you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me right away, but please don't come make fool of yourself!! Stupid lady!!( I'm sorry to say)

See but not what its look like?

Sometimes feel that things doesn't sound like what we look at it ...we thought that is easy as we thought but it could be difficult as a maize puzzle, keeping you stuck forever if you didn't understand or find a way out. Something can distract your mind, someone can attract you out of sight....somewhere and somehow.It's is a method that we need and must face it as we are responsible to? or we are desperately? or we are trying a new way to settle it? or we testing our ability? Last week just went out with some old buddies, we had share some our family, work,friends problem. it's seem that all of us have different kind of obstacle to go through, but just the way we deal with it. As one of my friend said , each family have its own rules and regulations, only we can do is try to solve it and share with others the journey that we go through....either in a easy way or a hard way ..
Some family show that they are one of the member in that family, but did they really a family? Do they really care about each other? Do they knew that they are doing something that hurts each other feeling? Do they knew that they are no communication between each other? Or how about their cooperation with each function or gathering that they organized? Only quarrel and hate will appear.

Journey

Life

Life is the sum of experiences that we encounter as go through life. Day to day to struggles and triumphs are experienced by all of the world's creatures. As human beings, when we encounter a challenge, we have freedom to choose how to react.


Every decision that we make leads us down another road. We will never come to exactly the same crossroads. Every decision the we make has significance. The tiniest choice that is made reverberates throughout the entire universe.

Recipe For Friendship

Yummy Yummy

Argentina VS Germany

Great team spirit by the German,strong player and fast movement. I think they are dying for the ball. The German had learnt of being "a defend wall" by their history WALL. We can denied this.

A bit disappointed that Argentina didn't get any score against the German... ! A word can describe Argentina tonight "MESS".... Lionel Messi didn't get any score tonight but his skill of dragging the ball to another side is great.Maradona will be heart broken,no more Hand of GOD. He said that if Argentina win the WC, he will run nakedly. But now, he'll walk with his shirt on.

The Truth, The Beautiful

Found this on others blog's, think of sharing it.


It is a terrible beauty to want something that you simply cannot have, to think yourself capable of achieving something you simply aren’t capable of. This is something that bothers me quite a lot, as it relates to some important people in my life. A great deal of effort expended, but sad to say not a great deal to show for it. All in the expectation of a big future pay-off, as impossible as it is. A man who thinks so highly of himself in the hustle and bustle of business, yet was there ever a man as foolish as he?

The belief is not lacking, the vision crystal clear. A decent man with a good heart, but there the tributes stop. For it is pride that eats at the core of one’s good character, a pride that lets you think you are so much better than most when in fact this is far from the case. A man possessing this trait, along with a fantastical ignorance of how the real world works, is a recipe for financial disaster no matter how you look at it. And so much the worse when the sheer madness of it all is within a family, damaging the warmth and joy that lies beneath charged emotions.

To sort through this mess, to minimize the damage done and salvage what scarce value remains is my preoccupation. For I seek solace in positive creation, in my constant search for the good, the true, the beautiful.

FriendShip



True friendship is perhaps the only relation that survives the trials and tribulations of time and remains unconditional. A unique blend of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship. Similar interests, mutual respect and strong attachment with each other are what friends share between each other. These are just the general traits of a friendship. To experience what is friendship, one must have true friends, who are indeed rare treasure.

Friendship is a feeling of comfort and emotional safety with a person. It is when you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. It is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. It is when you can sleep fighting and get another morning with a better understanding. Friendship is much beyond roaming together and sharing good moments, it is when someone comes to rescue you from the worst phase of life. Friendship is eternal.

Different people have different definitions of friendship. For some, it is the trust in an individual that he / she won't hurt you. For others, it is unconditional love. There are some who feel that friendship is companionship. People form definitions based on the kind of experiences they have had. This is one relation that has been nurtured since time immemorial. There are famous stories about friends in mythologies of different religions all over the world. They say a person who has found a faithful friend has found a priceless treasure.

Psychologically speaking, friendship may be defined as 'a dynamic, mutual relationship between two individuals. As children become friends, they negotiate boundaries within which both partners function'. This helps them to function like healthy individuals in life as they learn to draw a line as and when needed in a relation. This greatly helps in the emotional development of an individual. However, any relation needs constant nurturing and development from all the people that are involved in one. Friendship cannot survive if one person makes all the effort to sustain it without any mutual recognition from others.

Since friendship starts the moment a child starts socializing, the kind of friends that the child chooses should be taken care of till the time he / she learns to differentiate between right and wrong. Wrong peers or lack of socializing can lead to severe psychological traumas and disorders, finally leading to social maladjustment. The correct peer group is essential for the development of the personality of a child. Both positive and negative experiences refine the personality of the individual. Thus it is essential that you find friends who are compatible with you on an emotional and psychological basis.

Forbidden to remember,terrified to forget,it was hard line to walk

1 of the article i read today, i kind of love and into it.

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"Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget, it was a hard line to walk" Though this quote is from the book Twilight it speaks some solid truths about true love. When you truly love someone, with every fiber in your being. When everything you ever had is completely lost because they are the only thing that truly mattered. They were like food to you, and you were quickly becoming obese.

You would do anything to see them smile, you didn't have to always talk. You could just sit and enjoy each others silence, but when you did start talking it was like opening the flood gates. When they never cease to make you smile. When staring into their eyes, their soul feels like home.

When you have that love, and you lose it, it is the most heart-wrenching, glass breaking feeling in the world. It feels like someone has just hit you in the stomach, you can't hear what's going on around you nor do you care. Everything around you becomes blurry and moving way too fast. You can't tell if you're breathing, and then you cry. You cry until you can't cry anymore.

You go on your days, you laugh, you smile, you sing and then for some or no reason at all you think of them and the tears start to form again. You all of a sudden forgot what was happening before, and you have to fight the longing, of wishing they were back again, from taking over you. You think of how it was when you were happy, you think of that person and the love you shared. Your just about to break when you stop yourself and forbid yourself to every remember that again.

Then time starts to pass, and you start to wonder if it was just a dream. If everything was real or you were just in this dream world with that other person. You start to question everything and then the moment you can't 100% accurately picture their face your realize the utter fear of forgetting. Forgetting them, forgetting what you had, forgetting the love that was once so vivid.

It really is a very hard line to walk. I should know, I walked it for many years.


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All sources is from the net

Haven't blogging

OMG, i have stop blogging for a couple of time. It's a buzy and long week for me. Promise come back. Hopefully Now waiting Brendon from school.

Singapore

Bernard will be going to Singapore soon, working.

Hopefully he can show his talent in Singapore. Coz staying here is not a good place for him to show what is in side him.I can say that ,he cooks those is very special- wholeheartly. When taste those pasta , u can feel is passion,taste great. There ever a Japanese had taken his Rissotto, she even come back for the Rissotto. But when Bernard is not working, the Japanese very upset,then she come back again tomorrow just for the Rissotto. So,i can say that he cook a memorable Risotto or even others pasta. If he go to Singapore, im gonna missed him soon...but this for his own good.

He has going through many things since he was a boy,his family even not helping him,but he is the one who help others a lot,he works so hard to survive his family. so this is a great chance for him to go,i only can do is encourage him for his dream.
Do what u want to do, do it for yourself..Im proud of you.:-)

New Year , New Hope

When the clock strikes twelve on December 31st, people all over the world cheer and wish each other a very Happy New Year. For some, this event is no more than a change of a calendar. For others, the New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow.

Happy New Year 2010, may my wish come true, hope everything will be fine and running smooth. Last year was a great year, everything came so sudden and gone so sudden.Bring back those year, many bad things really happened on me, may be i'm the unlucky person here.Things is not in my expectation, not in my hand, not in myway....So in this new year, hope those bad or sad things slowly faded away....i got to move on and gotta go my own way.I always wished on people, but now i'm gonna wish myself that, carry on in my life, be strong in every obstacles in my life. Be kind,generous and happy, hope to get a sister for Brendon........hahahha ( wishes are free)...make as much as i can.


I want the rest of my life to start as soon as possible in this New year, New Hope, New Beginning \\(^_^)//

Christmas Eve Dinner

Papa friend's Uncle Roslan gave us 4 tickets of dinner voucher worth RM480 at his countryside hotel-Lembah Impian.

The dinner started at 6.30pm,the hotel was decorated with Christmas deco and the dinner site is very attractive. It is a buffet dinner so of course you can see a lot western food such as Sheperd Pie,smoke salmon,mushroom soup. The most famous Christmas food should not be missed is the turkey and others carving meat.

So pa,ma,Brendon and me took as much as we can,but still, we can't beat our stomach that saying full.
The dessert that they served was quite creative,instead of brown chocolate fountain, the chef used white chocolate.Mushmallow, gingerbreadman,pudding,Jelly,assorted X'mas cookies do served in the buffet. Of course, Brendon is the most happier boy that nite. He ate as much as he can.hahahhah...........
There was lucky draw on that nite, but too bad, the luck is not on our side. it was 2 flight ticket to Kl.:-(

But i'm very happy that i can spend X'mas with my family, it so perfect that id Bernard could joint.
Merry Christmas to all!!

Something Unexpected happened

i can't or really dont expect that such thing will happen to me... But because she said so, then there is a thorn between us, so our relationship will not as normal as usual. She said something bad to me and Brendon, and because im so angry and feel shameful by that time, i had did something wrong to Brendon, Pity him.

Mummy promise will not happen to you again, and i had tell her that she cant simply hurt me and Brendon , cant disturb people life !!!!Seriously!!!!

That day Michelle come here, i feel really happy just like the day have been push back to 10 or 20 years ago....


just like we are staying at our home town, peacefully and happily...the place that we grow up to be....the place we learn to be... the place we cry with..the place we play with.... but all those things have been put in a jar and hide in deep soil forever. when someone suddenly found the jar, the memories will came out again...

i hope that all of my sister will come back and stay together by each other side, but this cant be... all of them have their own journey to go through..
sometimes when i remember that, when i was in kk, i went back to tenom once in a while, by that time, Wendy and Michelle is staying in the new room, we chat till late nite, and when the radio is playing the Negaraku,we all stand straightly and Wendy is lying straightly and we ll laught out loud...then ma will come and scould us.. then we laugh again.hahahahhah...i missed that time..


and another humour moment will be our tuition time with teacher William Yan/Yam (or we called him mr.Square,dunno why, may be his face is so square..)...we hate to go tuition, during the tuition period we played most of the time, expecialy Michelle.One nite, there was a blacked out at the teacher's house...Me, Wendy and Michelle shouted Hooray!!!!!!! the teacher kept apologized to us, but our heart go happily coz no need to study..One nite again, the teacher called for sick and once he hung up the phone."Yahoooooooooo!!!!!!!" we shouted..Again, in one evening, after tuition, it was raining heavily out side, the teacher said that he will send us home,once near his 2 doors car, Michelle and Wendy quickly sit at the back and left me sit at the front, then they will start lauging at the back ......

This is what our memories together... there are a lot to remember, slowly i'll write it down for my sweet memories or for me to laugh at..^_^

The truth.........

Knew that she had been calling my name many times before she dead..
I'm missed her so much, missed that making her a toast and a cup of hot tea with milk and no sugar..mmm.... lastly she will said please with a sweet smile.

missed that i had chatting with her in the room, in the dining area.

remember that i went to take those dried cloth out side of our house, then suddenly i saw a white shadow at the corner,oh my God, Nannyma standing at the corner wit a white and long pyjamas and spying of me...then we laugh together with our silly thought..

Missed u . May God bless you always .

Old time friend

Went out with old buddies on Saturday, that was a wonderful nite, we hve ben laughing all the way .........what a funny evening

we had ordered black pepper lamb. cheesy grilled chicken. wat tan hor, and curry rice.....we chatting while having our dinner. what us stopis that 1 of my friend had said something very funny regards of our friend the same table with us, so its made us laugh till we drop.......

i really appreaciate this kind of gathering, hope that we can still maintain the relationship foever.

: )

Come Back To Me

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone
I wish that I could photoshop
All our bad memories
Cuz the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)


Lower East Side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)


Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna babe
I open my heart to thee
You are my priority
Can't you see you've punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me


Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Plants VS Zombies

i'm too addicted to it, have to play it everyday


Even Brendon is so inlove with it. "The Zombie ate your brain"--Cried the zombie...........

Kaito

Today a bit early to visit Kaito, find out that he is happy, but he a bit hungry too, bought him a pepperoni pizza, he love it. I dont know why he so in love with those Pirate's thing...

Beyond

Few days ago suddenly heard Beyond's songs, suddenly many things come to my mind. Suddenly missed this group, suddenly all the memories in my head flashback just like pressing the refresh button.... Missed their songs even though that their group is not famous now..

some of the songs that i like 情人，真的爱你，冷雨夜，光辉岁月，可知道，海阔天空....my God, so many songs that come to my mind suddenly........Hopefully someone ca liten to their songs till the many years.

What a sad

Today i make dicision to call them, but what do i get, they wont believe it. i turn off the phone so suddenly. I sat about 15minutes watching people playing basket ball, than the phone rang, Brenda ask about my condition and recommend me to take some rest and forget about the stress. Drink more carrot juice will help..(well, i think so)but anyway, i felt more okay after that, i do apologize for turning off the phone suddenly...I'm so sorry.