Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Selena -Dreaming of You

Suddenly think of this song all day...and it keeps playing in my mind.





Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Right kind of love

I feel so cold, so lonely,emptiness and sorrow, so desperate about something.

I don't know why, but for these few days or even few weeks, I really have such kind of feeling playing on my mind. I don't know what should I do. I knew it's forbidden.

My husband is away from me working, all my sisters are not here. I have been through a lot a lot a lot of things in my life. Different story from young age till now may be. From my puppy love till I met my husband. Some times i think of it, i still wanna cry. Then I will start thinking if I don't do this last time, now I will be what, what so and what...be more what and what again..My mind keep thinking of it

Just looks like I really need a break,but I have so many responsibility. I feel that I'm lack of something...something that i never had, something that i really need, something that I can't get...it will slowly drowning in my sorrow.

Friday, September 2, 2011