Forbidden to remember,terrified to forget,it was hard line to walk

1 of the article i read today, i kind of love and into it.

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"Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget, it was a hard line to walk" Though this quote is from the book Twilight it speaks some solid truths about true love. When you truly love someone, with every fiber in your being. When everything you ever had is completely lost because they are the only thing that truly mattered. They were like food to you, and you were quickly becoming obese.

You would do anything to see them smile, you didn't have to always talk. You could just sit and enjoy each others silence, but when you did start talking it was like opening the flood gates. When they never cease to make you smile. When staring into their eyes, their soul feels like home.

When you have that love, and you lose it, it is the most heart-wrenching, glass breaking feeling in the world. It feels like someone has just hit you in the stomach, you can't hear what's going on around you nor do you care. Everything around you becomes blurry and moving way too fast. You can't tell if you're breathing, and then you cry. You cry until you can't cry anymore.

You go on your days, you laugh, you smile, you sing and then for some or no reason at all you think of them and the tears start to form again. You all of a sudden forgot what was happening before, and you have to fight the longing, of wishing they were back again, from taking over you. You think of how it was when you were happy, you think of that person and the love you shared. Your just about to break when you stop yourself and forbid yourself to every remember that again.

Then time starts to pass, and you start to wonder if it was just a dream. If everything was real or you were just in this dream world with that other person. You start to question everything and then the moment you can't 100% accurately picture their face your realize the utter fear of forgetting. Forgetting them, forgetting what you had, forgetting the love that was once so vivid.

It really is a very hard line to walk. I should know, I walked it for many years.


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